About the first post - I used to be like that
I used to be fat though, LOL. But I mean after that, baha. You know what I did? WikiHowto guides, LOL! How to be confident, how to think your sexy, etc. etc. Its such a pale and nerdy thing to do, but fuck, it worked, hahaha! Now I'm like any other senseless rocker who thinks he's sexy as shit even though his ears are falling out from a near overdose and his jaw is hanging off from a fight he cant remember the previous night, LOL.
Anyway... What gets me angry is school, generally. Its not like I'm agry about the whole 'Urgh teachers and homework' thing -- teachers dont bother me and I dont really do homework, LOL, so that eliminates all that... But the thing is, I'm a crusader, really. And if a teacher does something that goes against the morals I hold to be true and fair to my people (Movilla Highschool Popular Front, right here, hahaha), I'll step up and say something about it.
And failing that... Well, last thing that happened, I subtly told an ex-army vet woman who is on the schools governing board that I was going to call in a Geurilla Assault on the school should things not be put right. We had gates put up. ^_-
Seriously.
Everyone, including a few teachers, came in and said 'Well, the school doesn't seem to have any rubble lying around, did things go your way, Jack?'. They didn't even know about the assault thing, they just heard I had a dispute with a teacher, LOL. I laughed so hard at that.
But this one thing thats happening right now is really, really pissing me off. Theres a teacher in school who came in at the start of the year, and was, pretty unnecissarily, calling 3 of us stupid, useless, and comments of the same meaning, and most recently, 'scum'. I had a teacher in younger school that would treat pupils like that, especially me, along with heavy beatings and other vile things (it was a christianity-based school), and I wasn't prepared to let another teacher walk all over me like that. But I didn't say anything, because it was History, and I really want my history exam...
But when she called us 'Scum' I cracked. I explained I didn't have to take that shit, and that I was gonna get her sacked. I went into the vice-princples office, and asked him to sack her, hahaha! He didn't, but very much agreed that a teacher should not have the right to put pupils down like that. He explained there were proper channels, however, so I made an official report with the Head of History department, explaining what was said, and that I knew perhaps something did have to be said (we talk a lot and make jokes, hah), but theres a line that MUST NOT BE CROSSED, which she crossed a long time ago.
And I was feeling pretty hopeful about this. But the next day, right? I came in, and the Head of Department approached me before History, and explained that she had spoken with the vice principle. I was pleased
But not for long, it turned out. She said that they thought she was justified in saying what she said (Which means I'm stupid, dont it?) and that she had every right to say it (its right to say I'm useless, huh?), and that maybe I should just catch up with my work, because my 'falling a bit behind in coursework' may have just been the problem (thus making me SCUM!?). I was fuckin' livid, man. I didn't like that.
I flipped my lid at her. I screamed at her, and I walked out of the school. I cant take that shit... Went to my buddies house, who was also a victim of this (he was off school that day) and I hung out for a bit. Went back to school for lunch, LOL.
But fuck. Can you believe that!? Bullshit! I mean, it aint like I'm not used to being treated unkindly or anything -- Hell, we all are, guys and galls like us, right? But I aint gonna sit around and let it happen!
Fucking snakes, I'm telling you.
Time to get some Korean boys with c4, LOL.