hello
havent been on for ages and havent posted for ages and heres why -
as you all know april 26th wasnt a good day for me , had to take best friend in the world to the vets.. since then ive picked up guitar once more and have taken to it like a duck to water even though i still have a long way to go... havent done many album reviews since april 26th. going through serious rough patch and wishing that life had an instruction mannual or something like that because im stuck and really dont know which way to turn.....
eerrr dunno what else to say other than .. im still about even though im not on here much now but im still alive i think .. yea and hello from me to you guys
no future for me!
It's always tough to lose pets, that really sucks! Theres not much you can do but to try to keep occupied with other things and people. The pain will fade, not quickly enough but it will. I'm with you on wishing life was simple enough to have a instruction manual. Unfortunately we're stuck with figuring shit out on our own haha, well not completely on our own people can help....sometimes haha. 
). My point is just that things are never quite as hopeless as you perceive them. The sooner you figure that out the better off you're gonna be. 